Unrelenting

I'm tired of being here
In This place with no cheer
Where the heart is in despair
And cannot be repaired

It's darkness is hate
Me it sedates
Into this place
Embroidered in ebony lace

I try to escape its hold
but its too strong, it won't unfold
It tears and corrodes
Adding to my load

I try to hide it
I don't want to admit
Every smile is fake
A wretched Ache

No one sees
My weakening disease
Drowning me from within
Decayed blood, bathing my skin

I want to be free from this bitter resent
To extricate this torment
So no longer I will scream
From this unawakening dream

I have just one question
Will I die from this depression