I'm tired of being alive
I'll never reach the happiness I strive
I'm tired of waking each day
Just to see the sunset turn gray
I'm tired of faking my smile
Just to make it worth you'll while
I'm tired of holding the tears back
I can't wait for the day I crack
When you'll all know how I truly feel
But for now I'll just have to deal
With the feelings I hide inside
It'd be so much easier if I had just died
I'm tired of the people that don't know me but talk about me anyways
I'm tired of searching for my way but still get lost in the maze
I'm tired of caring when I only get hurt
By the ones I love most, I'm pushed in the dirt
I'm tired of seeing you everyday in the hall
Wondering if you'll be there if I fall
I'm tired of dreaming of you every night
Knowing your not here to help me with my fight
I'm tired of hoping you’ll be mine again
Knowing my love for you will never win
I'm tired of fooling myself just to get thru another day
When I know in the end the sunset will still be gray
I'm tired of how you don't seem to care
And with knowing that my soul continues to tear
I'm tired of the tears staining my cheeks
And the blood from my wrists that always seems to leak
