What i didn't need to see

Holding the tears in
As long as i could
Didn't want to cry
But everyone knew i would

Can't stand us being apart
But it was my mistake
Seeing you dance with her
Was something my heart couldn't take

Wanted to tell you everything
But my heart wouldn't let me speak
And I'm sure you already know this
That deep down inside I'm weak

Tears pouring from my eyes
Nothing hurts this much
I wish I had a disguise
I wish I still felt your touch

I have to try and stay away
Or my eyes wont ever dry
I want this to get better
I just don't want to cry

I really want to be with you
But I've had two chances before
And i blew those too
And this time there's no more

I'm sorry for every mistake
I'd take them back if I could '
But life doesn't work that way
Just want you to know my love was never fake

When I saw you dancing with her
Remembering that use to be me
My heart stopped
That was what I didn't need to see.