How could this happen to me?!

(diz is juz some fictional poem i made.. when my parentz were fighting about da stupidest things! let me know wat u think..)

You came home sad and depressed
after work you became so obsessed
with a beverage called "beer"
which to me sets a huge fear
because when you're done
it feels like our memories are gone
you act as if you don't know me
then there starts my misery
sometimes you hurt mom
i tried to help and stop the harm
but that didn't stop you
actually you beat me up too
one time you came home
and mom was on the phone
you asked her who was it
she said it was Pete
i saw your eyes filled with jealousy
at the moment i knew this isn't gonna be pretty
you grabbed her by the hair
and went upstairs
after a few minutes i heard screaming
i went to see what is happening
but then stop and saw my little sis crying
i tried to avoid her question asking
why is the wall banging?
why is the light turning in and out?
why do mom and dad have to shout?
Lil sis I'm sorry you're just a juvenile
you should be happy and always smile
but instead you're in this house of hell
which has all the wrong doings you can't tell
why is he the main source of the pain?
it's too late and there is no more to gain
all because our dad is infested
by alcohol our lives are wasted!!!