Just Don't Know Anymore

Everything that made her different,
better then the rest
has slowly faded from her life,
her artistic side no longer runs loose

She doesn't have much of a care anymore,
nothing seems to have a meaning,
no longer things are solved by slamming the door,
nor by residing in screaming.

Rarely considered as "bubbly",
more so oblivious or unaware,
nowadays she just drifts through life,
seemingly without a care.

She used to know her point in life,
Had her dreams planned out to a T
But things in life went wrong,
and she's questioning everything.

After everything that went on,
in the duration of a year,
She sees things differently to him,
he doesn't see why she was hard on herself.

He has never left her on her own,
and she can't understand why,
everything she thought she put him through
and he never said good-bye.

She wants to be happy again,
she wants her positivity back,
but her energy has been drained,
her life has gone so far off track.

There's happiness out there somewhere,
he has led her to believe,
and maybe if she gets her dream,
happiness will be what she recieves.

xx

[I know it's not that great, and it's more so rambling but I'm trying to make sense of everything that's going on so please comment and rate, it'll mean so much]