Because of you..

I want to be held in your arms once more.
I want you to say that everything is alright once more.
I miss you touch.
I miss you everything.
Now that you hate me nothing can happen between us anymore.

I let out your biggest secret twice.
But don't those two deserve the truth?
Weren't they like sisters or you really loved?
They were like a sister to you!!
But you turn your back on them!
You have changed and you and my so called friend have made my biggest true came true.
This is not revenge.
Never revenge.
People needed to know the truth,
Not lies that you give them.

I hated you for a time.
Thinking you ruined my life,
I can stand without you.
But I cannot.
Even though you did ruin my life along with Ari,
I can't help but miss you too much.

How may you ask, How did you ruin my life?
I held a small hand out to you in my time of need.
When I was sad,
depressed,
angry etc.
and you turn your back along with Ari did.
You knew of how much I loved you and the sacrifices I made out for you
All the times we had,
Just went down the toilet.
Simple as that.

You made my biggest fear come true..
To be alone hurts till no ever end and you made me fall back into my state.

Now I picture myself as an alone old lady!
Now I picture myself doing what I plan to do..alone!!
Even though I am young.
You know of how mature I am!
You know what will happen in the future!
But jee thanks for the support anyways

I may have lost friends of your stupid support group
I may have lost you
I may have lost Ari
I may have lost everything
but now I stand alone,
Because of you