Cancer the word destroyed my life many a time before, now to hear that it might very well be bringing a second attack barely a year after the hell the treatment bought is terrifying.
i see it in your eyes the way u move and i see the solitude you're bringing upon yourself.don't fret mum you've beaten it once and if it comes down to it you'll win again...
at least thats what i want to believe...but fear strikes deep within...i don't know what to expect and waiting is tearing us all apart....piece by painful piece
i don't have the strength to be the hero of our family again. I'm injured by the world yet u see nothing u see the angel blessed daughter who will do great things for u...
what about me. when do i get my turn?
how am i supposed to cope alone?
thats all it is when my job is done its...like...invisibility consumes me i just vanish into thin air. hello world not all is right.
suffering, pain, sadness, anger, all directed at me glad to help if i can glad to do whatever i can for u, but sometimes i need to have a release too
