I see the truth...or at least a revelation of a new truth...you broke up with her, yet you still loved her but not in the same way so you claimed.
she revealed now that she has moved on, to me you show you still love her and you want her back, but you see its too late and your heartbroken.
worried about her dating someone nearly twice her age as best friend i couldn't bare to see her make the mistake yet i couldn't tell her how i truly felt about the situation.
so today when we all went out to have fun you two spent the afternoon disagreeing leaving me and another friend to look on from a distance.
you're not over her and its hurting you to know that things are this way. well this girl is broken hearted too because she loves you like you say you love her. but its not simple and never was.
jut let me fade away i cant handle this anymore. pain is everything in my life i have no joy anymore only sadness and pain...maybe its better this way and i know that u don't like not knowing whats going on with me but maybe its better for me to protect myself
