Come back

I can't help but think about you all the time.
Your always stuck in my mind.
Like glue attached to paper.
Every minute a thought comes to mind about you.
Sometimes it is about how much I hate you.
Sometimes it's about how much I miss you.
Even sometimes I get flashbacks of our past.
What is it about you that I can't move on?

I would almost anything to see your face and hold you once more.
I know it can't happen any more.
You are with a new woman.
I hear you really like her.
What I did,
It is acceptable because I did it so they can know the real truth.
I didn't ruin your life.
If I wanted to.
I would of spread out his secret to the world.
Then your life would be ruined

We were not meant to be like you denied
No matter how much I begged to go to another because I'm not worthy of you you didn't but yet when i needed you most you left.
You knew what was happening around us and you left me to deal with it.
I am dealing with it now.
I am almost done but now dealing with just the after math.
The wounds you left me is still there.
Not even close to healing.

You know that song Ice Box?
That song is almost exactly how i am right now.
But you changed so much, I don't know you anymore.
Where was the Drake I knew?
Who held me and said everything is going to be alright/
Tears come to my eyes knowing the Drake I knew is not coming back.
Feels like you are not really coming back.
And all I want to do is cry and just say come back and hopefully you come to me and take me with you.
But you can't,

I don't know you anymore...
Who are you?
Who ever you are.
I've hid so many things from Drake while he was preparing to go away
Did that drive him away?

When I talk to the new Drake I talk to him in my formal,
princess like but with a touch of attitude voice so it could drive him away.
But after he leaves I wonder when Drake will come back..

Come back to me,
Hold me in my arms,
let me cry away my pain..
Come back as the real you
How I knew you,
Just one last time.
Before I disappear.