It kills me to think ill never see your face
Not on earth, not in this place
It tears me apart to think I did this to you
Just to erase what I was put through
I couldn/t take knowing you were there
Inside of me, and there was nothing I could do
To hide from that feeling, to start again and repair
Because loving you, would be untrue
Too many times, ive drowned my thoughts with what ifs
What if I kept you? And learned to love?
To live with you, care as any mother should
Instead of taking the easy option out, and sending you above
Too many times, ive hated myself for what I did
Taking out my mistake on you
And having to get rid
Maybe if I kept you, it would have all worked out fine
We/d have each other close and you/d be mine
I hope you understand, I was just to young
But ill regret and remember you, forever lifelong
