Memories in my head
Of me and you
Of what we use to be
But memories don't bring you back to me.
It's my fault
My mistake
My fault
Their lies are what i couldn't take.
They lied to me
They told me to do what they knew was wrong
But i cant lose my friends echoed in my head
So i had to play pretend.
Cant they just let me be happy
NO they have to see me depressed
Do they truly care about me ?
If their putting me in this mess ?
They say its for the best
But in my heart i know its not
They couldn't let me be with you
They said i had to interact with the rest.
But the rest isn't what i want
What i want is to stay with you
But if i do I'll lose everything
I'll lose them then they'll make me lose you.
So i have to leave you
And pray to god you don't hate me
Hope you'll forgive me
Hope you'll know this wasn't what i wanted to do.
I'll miss your laugh and your smile
I'll miss everything that me and you were
And to head my aching heart
Well its going to take quite awhile.
But what do you do
When your stuck between two ?
Your friends you've known forever
Or the love of your life .
This isn't easy on me
I made a promise to never hurt you again
But they made me break it
Because down inside they know I'm weak .
They made a mistake
But i didn't do anything try and stop it
Which i knew i should
Not loving you was what they made me fake .
Just please don't hate me
I'm sorry i didn't do anything
Don't think that all of this was your fault
Because its surely not .
I'm just a stupid girl
Who lets people walk all over her
I can't stand up for what i want
Know what I'm still in love with you
I know I'm making a big mistake
I'd stay with you But they'd take you after
They break their friendship thats in my heart
You'll always be that one for me but now your free from me .
I'll always love you, in my heart you are until
The end of time I ask myself why I'm such a pushover Why am I listening to them ?
And they know for you I'll always cry but their still making me say goodbye .
