What I need...

Happiness is what they see,
Happiness is what I need.
Happiness I do not see,
Happiness I want to me.

Sadness is what I am,
Sadness I can not stand.
Sadness needs to leave,
Happiness needs to be.

Quiet is what I am,
Quiet needs to end.
Loudness needs to come,
Quiet needs to go.

Friends are what I have,
Friends that have my back.
Friends that need to stay,
Friends that do not play.

Calm is what I am,
When I have my buds.(friends)
Sane is what I am,
When I do not cut.

Cutting is so bad,
Cutting I can not have.
Cutting I do not need,
But friends are what I see.