CONFUSED

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE? I LOOK EVERYDAY DOWN THE HALLWAY'S AND SAY HEY THOSE ARE MY FRIENDS AND I LOVE THEM. LATELY IT SEEMS ALL I CAN DO IS SIT IN A CORNER AND LOOK AT THE WALL. EVERY-TIME I SAY SOMETHING I GET YELLED AT BECAUSE I SHOULDN'T HAVE SAID IT OR I'M GETTING JUDGED. NO ONE GETS ALONG ANYMORE AND THAT IS WHAT SUCKS ABOUT THE WHOLE THING. I'M CONFUSED I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ABOUT ANYTHING. DO I SIT WITH THEM AND SAY THAT I'M OK OR LOOK AT THEM AND TELL THEM THE TRUTH? DO I CHOOSE CERTAIN FRIENDS OVER OTHERS OR DO I LET THEM FIGHT IT OUT. I NEED HELP AND GUIDANCE. I'M TO THE POINT OF WHERE ALL I WANT TO DO IS EXPLODE MY ANGER ON ANYTHING AND EVERYONE IN SIGHT. THE CONFUSION OF A TEENAGER SHOULDN'T BE THIS HARD.