Im Tired

I'm tired of waiting on this thing called love
I wonder if theres anyone out there who knows the true definition of love my heart can't take this pain anymore I'm in a relationship and I get to choose from the choices above buy my own things or beg the one who says they love me its sad my heart cant take it anymore every time it beats my head gets sore the tears that drop from my eyes I can no longer dry is there anyone out there who feel my pain my fear is being alone I want someone to hold me tell me they love me but....how do I know if it's true? thats the question still unanswered I'm tired why cant someone just want to be with me for me I'm beautiful in and out you just have to take time discover what I'm all about....
open your eyes theres more than whats on the outside....this is what I've been holding in but no longer can my heart be filled