My Executioner

My Executioner

I'm slowly dieing,
my grave is dug.
You harshly condemned me
my first true love.

You tore my heart,
left it in shreds;
While knowing I loved you
with everything.

You took my hand,
fulfilled my dream.
You made me feel,
sweet things, my queen.

I gave you love
not thinking twice.
I gave you all of me,
Heart & Mind.

You kindly took it,
or so it seemed.
Next thing I new,
you killed my dreams

You left me there bleeding,
barely alive.
While you were off kissing
some other guy.

You tell me you love him
You know it's a lie.
You try to believe it
to feel good inside.

And meanwhile I lay here,
drowning in tears.
For I will still love you
for many more years.

And then I start wondering
if you'd even cry.
If I were to somehow,
mysteriously die.

Would you even remember me,
would you even care.
Or would you forget me,
great moments we shared.

And would you remember
the love that I gave.
The love that you squandered,
that you threw away.

Or would you then value
that deep, pure, white love.
And how I still loved you,
till breath left my lungs.

You saved me from drowning
for that I am glad.
But then you condemned me
my princess, my downfall,
.......My Executioner........