Never Again

I don't want to go there again.
Back to the drugs,
That so simply took over my life.
Back to the alcohol,
That caused me to flood.
Back to the knife,
That so easily spills my blood.
Back to the disappointed stares,
That caused so much pain.
Back to the emptying feeling that i took in vain.
Back to the hospital,
Where they told me my fate,
That if i don't stop,
It would be too late.

I don't want to be one of them.
The one's that ends up pregnant.
at the age of sixteen.
The ones that cheat and steal,
and end up drunk behind the wheel.
I don't want to go down this road again.l
I can do so much better than to end up like them.
The one's that o.d. and die.
I have so much potential
i just need to try.
Sometimes I dream of where I'd be today.
If i hadn't gotten help and got past this depression.
With a little hard work and a lot of aggression.