Sometimes the Sound of Good-bye Is Louder....

Your voice faded
as it crept through
my mind,
as I knew we'd
come to an end.
My heart broke
for a moment,
and my life seemed
to end.

You kept hold of
me,
controlled me.
Unconsciously you
pushed me to the
ground,
as I got caught up,
tangled up in
what you did to me.

Bearing my soul,
saying together we'd
grow old.
Telling me I was the
most beautiful girl in
the world,
and you'd be a fool to
ever give someone like
me up.

Putting all my trust in
You,
We began to prepare
our lives to be
together,
forever;
but what was forever
in your eyes I shall
never know,
for that love you no
longer show.

Ended so suddenly,
like I'd been thrown
out to sea.
You wanted some time
to think,
so you left us on the
brinks.
I pushed you aside
and I said: "Our love
no longer abides if
you can't tell if
you want me by your
side, and you thought
You could hide her
from me?
Well now can't
you see we'll never be."

I tried to move on,
and play a different
song,
but the CD just skipped
CD I felt another rip,
it was my heart it
stopped
and I couldn't hear
the sound of my own
heart,
because you tore it
apart,
and that's when I
found out that
sometimes the sound
of good-bye is louder
than your heart telling
you,
you're in love.

You promised you'd
always be there,
that you'd always kare.
You promised you loved
me till the end of time,
that you'd always be mine.
You promised you'd never
make me cry,
not even a tear,
that you'd take all my
fears and turn them into
cheers.

You promised so much,
now I'm left without your
touch.
Now I'm promising you,
we're through.
So I tried to move on,
but I couldn't hear the
the sound of my own heart,
you tore it apart
and that's when I found out
that sometimes the sound
of good-bye is louder than
your heart telling you,
you're in love.

My heart was bared,
broken within time,
then came this new
angel of mine;
he broke the chains
of my past,
and now I know we'll
last.

**this is about my ex, how he captured me for a while and I never even realized that the whole time my heart was falling in love with someone else...Ian. Its amazing how what someone tells you controls you, and you cant even see that you're into someone else the whole time...also even when we broke up, Ian and I got together and I couldn't even feel my heart because the sound of good-bye was so loud I couldn't feel myself falling in love...(because you have something for so long then its gone, I dont kare for him anymore it just took a while to get use to....)well enjoy**well enjoy