Is it you or is it me!
I don't understand it all!
Just too much to bare!
So i just let it all fall right in my lap...
Not speaking for what I believe and what I feel!
Cant you see!
I'm suffering right in front of you...
Just watch me self-destruct!!!
If you only knew! If you only knew!!!!!
Cant be saved from what I went through...
Keeping the hope of a new beginning!
Lived a horrible life that was never ending!
Suffering!...I'm still suffering!!!..............
Suffering with all the challenges of life!
Ive had enough of all this crap!.......
I SPEAK!!!....I SPEAK!!!......I SPEAK!!!!!!!!!.......
Without a sound!
Helpless and lonely!
Screw all the fame and all of the money!
All I need is someone here for ME!!!!
I still feel the SAME!!!!
Because I'm still suffering!
I'm still!..........
SUFFERING!!!!!!!