Inplanted

I think we've fixed our problems now
I really hope we have
I'm sick of all the fights
Of all the lost and lonely nights

I told you that I hate it
I should have never been done
I let you in on how it made me feel
It made me feel untrue

You said you'd never push me
Or make me do wrong things
But everytime I told you no
Your ego dropped so low

So I gave in
We'll only do it once
But you still wanted it again
Will this torture never end

I wish we never did it
But we can't change that now
All I want is to forget
But it's inplanted in me somehow