What you two would be today...

If everything could go my way,
I would be able to see you two today.
I would be able to hug you both and never let go,
I'd tell you guys secrets that only you could know.

I'd sit there and tell you how much I missed you,
And have you remind me of everything we used to do.
I miss you more as each year passes by,
With nothing left to do but sit at your graves and sigh.

What you two would be today,
Words cannot say.
Your brown eyes would shine in the night,
Everything around you would be so bright.

But you both there and not here,
There's nothing for me to fear.
You're both in a better place right now in the sky,
But that still won't stop the tears come from my eye.

I just hope that someday I'll get to see you two,
And we could do the things we used to do.
And I could have my brother and sister back,
Because you two are the only things in my life, that I lack...

RIP ASHLEY AND DEREK