I don't want to say that I don't care,
When I really truly do.
It has just been one of those days
When I really couldn't care less.
I know that in the light of day
That you are the one that I long for,
But at night when I don't hear you calling
I become quite easily bored.
I would rather now not have to deal with you.
I don't want to see your face.
I need not your thought in my mind
Or your voice in my ear.
So why do I keep the phone so close,
Or the only one picture on my nightstand?
Why can't I keep my mind off of you
Or what may happen when things boil down?
I know that you only care for me in
'Not That Way',
so why can't I convince myself
that you are telling the truth?
I don't mean to ramble on like this,
In fact this is what I don't want to do.
But it seems that no matter what I fill my day with
All I can accomplish is a whole hell of a lot more
You.
