He's Everywhere

I look at him and swallow
the lump forming in my throat
We broke up just five days ago
And I know about the note.

Five months down the drain
Nothing but memories left
Loving, lying, then deceiving
The things that guys do best.

He says that he still loves me
He says that he still cares
Yet he's moved on to another
For me, he's never there

I pretend that it doesn't matter
when I see him in the halls.
Inside, it's eating away at me,
Waiting to escape these thick school walls

It's like I can't get away from him
He's everywhere, it seems
Constantly showing up in my thoughts
Invading all of my dreams.

I want to just get over it
Try to move on in my life
Get rid of the one person
That's causing so much strife.

Rachel Crombie-2//20//07