A letter to GOD(please forgive me)

A letter to GOD(please forgive me)

I'm sorry, GOD, for what I do
For not always having faith in you.
I'm sorry that I wasn't strong enough
to go through with this "living" stuff.
I'm really sorry that I had to curse
how I easily gave into a malevolent force.
All I wanted was to fall in love,
but all I got was a repeated bluff.
I remember when I would cry all the time,
I still do and that's just fine.
I wish that you should understand
that I'm not that great of a man.
It's hard to get out what I truly feel,
though the pain is unfortunately real.
I want to die. . .is all I know,
But sometimes I pray that I didn't have to go.
Sometimes I wish that I could live again,
that love for me is right around the bend.
I'm sorry that I will go through with this,
for you, GOD, my family, I will dearly miss.

PLEASE FORGIVE ME.