How It Feels To Lose Your Mind

Goodbye, my love,
Goodbye for good.
I messed it up,
I knew I would.
I'm just a worthless
Piece of trash-
I'm not worth a dollar
I'm not worth a glance.
Without you,
Without your trust.
Without you,
My heart is dust.
Broken again-
Only you wouldn't realize how much.
How many tears bruises I've felt today,
This grieving heart I clutch.
Every time I look at your eyes,
Something falls away in me-
Something inside my soul just dies.
Like a fierce lion clawing at its cage,
This is my useless tear stained fall,
My pathetically depressed page.
This is the worst I've ever felt.
This much pain I've never dealt.
You ripped me wide open with your words,
You tore my heart in two with cold fingers.
The worst part is ,
YOu think you're here for me.
But it's hard to realize the truth-
I'll never be there for you.
I'm whispering quietly, "yes I can"
But my heart is sobbing, "No, I can't."