Desires gone wrong

She winks at him across the room,
back to her flirty ways.
she cant forget that night of unwanted desires.
Desperate for it, he wanted all of her.

Her life was perfect, well so she thought.
He smiled at her and whispered hearts are meant to be broken.
She risked it all, cause he made her tremble with fear...
Her fear driven life and her unquestionable ways were all she had,dont judge my dear.

So she crossed the road and jumped the fence.
He held her down covered her mouth saying "Shh, i wont tell anyone".
Her silent scream was sharp but deaf..why am i doing this,thats right I fell for him once more.
He is back to his old tricks, forgetting the girl who loves him,and messing around with someone else.

Things got worse, she left the windows open.
The secret was revealed,but no one knows what happens behind closed doors.
She loved her life, her girls an fellas.
But that man stole it all that night.

Disappointed by the lies. Tortured to overcome desire. Living an unwanted secret that burns inside. Pressure builds and she cuts the pain. Shes seen as a beauty, well what a lie. Its the thoughts and filth that increase in size.

Goodbye to those good al days,
the days of laughter and sanity erased.
Soaked hearts of dreaded bliss,
are what broke her heart that night.
Those nasty knives where stabbed and lodged in her back,
and now her life is rolling down hill an off the track.