Always lovin you

Is there a reason for me loving you? Should I give up?
When all you do is hurt me, my world seems so corrupt.
If I could turn back time, I'd make a rapid change,
I would have lived my life without you a life where I'm seen as sane.
Did you like the fact that every day I shed a tear for you, not out of our
Togetherness, but the way you make me feel blue.
If I could change you I'd make you truly love me,
And realize I was meant for you and you were meant for me.
If I could stop this strain on my heart Iâ??d forget you all together,
But when I wake up every winter's day without you my mood reflects the weather.
I cant deny the fact I still love you only 3 weeks have past,
Looking back on time why did I think this would last?
I always fall back into your pain and hurt, that you cause me to feel,
I want to feel your warm, genuine touch to make our love seem real.
When we are together alone I want to be nowhere else in the world,
But you no what buttons to push, you think you know me so well.
I want to change for the better and forget my love for you,
But something keeps holding me back I'm in a never ending queue.
If you change and considered the strain on my heart,
I seriously couldn't see no reason why we couldn't return to the start.
But all the time you try and prove your love for me is true,
I cant deny I never believe a single word said by you.
I wish I could, I wish I knew which way you truly want to go,
Just so I can accept the fact our love has no room to grow.
But grant my last request, kiss me gently on my lips,
Let me know one last time there was a reason for all of this.
A reason for the pain, fights, arguments between us two,
But I can never explain or forget the way that forever I will always
Love you.