I am getting scared these thought increase i look for a diagnosis now i know for sure something is wrong i can you at rafters as some where to die and sharp objects as a way out i cant fix my life i am so small compared to all the pain that hides no one really knows and if they did maybe they would help but i don't want to depend on them i guess ill stay y in the box of self hate i call home welcome to my world...this is not fun i did this to warn you know i know you felt like this hasn't every one i cant be alone even though no matter what i do that is my state i think
i need to realize forever and ever i will be the only one and this is my flaw i will destine to die think and breathe alone this is me and i cant change that at all so i must get used to it and get over it so that is what i will strive for in the morning to realize this is my life and make the best of it.
