Will I ever get over you?

Will I ever get over you?
I don't even have a clue.

I wish I did.
I just wanna be rid.

Rid of all this pain.
I can't get this out of my brain.

The fact that I did this,
I didn't think that I would Miss.

Miss you.
If only I just knew.

That this would be hard.
It caught me off guard.

I thought I didn't care.
I didn't wanna cheat I swear.

I wanted to end this mess,
but no you had to press.

You had to say that I wasn't feeling that way.
I didn't want to stay.

But you wouldn't let me leave,
So I guess in a way I had to deceive.

In the worse possible way I could.
I know it wasn't good.

But I felt so trapped.
I guess you can say i just snapped!

Im sorry but you made me.
Maybe one day you will agree.