You were my only family
the only one who cared
i look back to the past
to all the memories we shared
a tear roles down my cheek
for the loss of you today
the word "hate" fills my head
and the sky is turning gray
i slowly turn the handle
and step outside the door
i start to walk to no where
not looking back once more
the gray sky it turns black
there is darkness all around
i start to run to no where
my heavy breath the only sound
i come upon our old house
so many things i start to feel
i can almost hear our laughing
and i start to wish that it was real
i have no where to go now
my heart it slowly beats
i feel like giving up
as i sit down upon concrete
i close my eyes and wonder
if you can feel my pain
i feel the air get colder
and then it starts to rain
the rain blends with my tears
it washes away my sorrow
i lay down and rest my head
praying for no tomorrow
in my dreams theres you
holding me so tight
telling me it's all OK
that everything is right
but then i wake to morning
and know that it was just a dream
there is no one holding me
it was all fake it seems
i get up from the ground
and i wipe away my tears
i decide this time to take my life
and end my fifteen years.
please please please rate and comment. i just lost the most important person in my life...
