The love I must hide

Always been friends...
You have always been kind
It was normal, like before,
Now I cant get you out of my mind.

Now I want you,
I need you,
And you wont leave my head.

What can I do now?
Conceal my love of joy and madness...
Your life brings me gladness but you will never know how much sadness...

This brings.
Everything...

I wanted to tell you.
But I know I cant.
Mess everything up!
Such a Fu** up!
Your already so happy with who you have!

But for now,
for you I must be glad...
Just to stand by your side,
In my heart youll reside...