Trying to move forward
Knowing you're no good for me
Hoping to fall in love with someone
Yet this my heart refuses to see.
Each day reliving those memories
Seems I'm stuck in the past
Can't stop thinking about you after a year
Yet you moved on so suddenly, so fast.
Wondering how you are
Silently yelling at my heart
Why wont it let you go
Why am I still so torn apart?
Always wondering what if
Though really I know the answer already
How did you make me so unhappy?
When once you kept me stable and steady?
Why can't I get over you?
It sure isn't for lack of trying
There's a smile on my face
Yet secretly inside I'm dying.
This can surely be no good for me
Each thought pierces my soul like a dart
Yet I can't move on no matter how hard I try
I need my heart to let go for this pain is tearing me apart.