Anger, Sadness, and Fear

I want to weep but the tears
Are gone from my eyes
All that can be heard now
Are these silent cries

My emotions are spinning
And I don't know anymore
I'm so lost and confused
And it cuts me to the core

I wish you were here
For a moment or two
Right now I simply wish
I could get a hug from you

You tell me to be strong but
Where can strength be found
All there are is tears
And hard, cold ground

Am I sad or am I angry?
I still cannot figure out
I want to fall apart and cry
But I also want to shout

I don't understand anymore
What I honestly do feel
All that I know anymore
Is I'm caught in a drama reel

There is nothing I can do
Nothing I can change here
All that I have left for me
Is anger, sadness, and fear.