Why can you not see how hard I try
to not cut anymore?
I try my hardest
But it is never good enough is it?
you do not know the pain i am going through
I always feel so deeply blue
I want to end this pain of mine
If I hurt myself on the outside,
it will kill the pain on the inside
That is what I have always thought
as I lay there crying on my bedside.
School work is piling up.
my friends are turning into witches
I can not handle change as well as you all
I need someone to catch me as I fall
Please do not cry for me
This is not good bye
I am seeking help
I really am
This all came at me in a slam
We are growing up you see
We are all changing
I am growing smarter
I know what is right and wrong
Because I know that this life,
Is where I belong
