Confusion

All this time you were mine I didn't know better than to lie. You were waiting for me and I was out there doing my stuff. I thought I would do right by been with you but I guess it was all a lie. Yeah I like you but I never said I loved you. it all makes me think and suddenly tears come out of my eyes, tears that seem to never stop! Its all confusing and I just don't find exactly what to do only make a fool out of myself and make believe nothing is wrong by been with you. Sometimes I wish this world would stop and let me be here by myself to try and make things right but no one can do that I can be the one to make this confusion stop but how, how can I, I ask myself. Well I know that whatever I do is gonna make me feel like a fool cause I know that's the best I can do.I hope that I learn my lesson from this disaster and stop making myself feeling like a fool and all I ask from you is to make me feel special instead of making me feel so low and worthless maybe that's the reason I feel like a fool for going out with you!