Commitment

I'll freak out.
All these thoughts
Spinning through my head
All this crap
Going on behind my back
All these memories
Vanishing from my mind
All these emotions
All these feelings
Leaving my soul
All this blood
Slipping out of my skin
All these tears
Burning down my face
All my friends
Destroying my life
Spin
Spin
Spin
All becoming one
Going
Going
Going
Words cutting through
Vanish
Vanish
Vanish
I want to disappear
Leave
Leave
Leave
I just want to get away
Drip
Drip
Drip
I don't want to hurt myself
Burn
Burn
Burn
I don't want to hurt you
Destroy
Destroy
Destroy
Don't get me
Just go away.