U Don't Know Me

You think you know me
But u really don't
You know the outside
Never bothered to look inside

You fixate your eyes on the revealing clothes
My empty stare, the smell of weed
and the can of beer
Me on the outside

You'll never see the forgotten me
With a battered heart and torn soul
The loneliness and emptiness within
Me on the inside

Two very different people
Trapped in one
Battling each other
To come on the outside

Never really knowing
When i will explode
The pressure's building
I don't think i can handle it anymore

They think they can change me
Not knowing that the can't
They try to make me
Into one of them

They ask for the reasons
That i am me
They ask why this change
And i wish i could say