I was told that pain was a part of life and that it was also a part of love,
but for some reason even after knowing and understanding all this I still hurt,
and after a while I feel numb to every affection that I receive,
and I try to pull away from the people who try to care for me because after all the disappointments I'm left with emptiness and doubt.
To point where I can't believe what people feel or sometimes what they say.
My emotions are all mixed up and have been kept for too long.
There have been too many days I've been upset for no reason with all these emotions gathered up.
I've had to cope with most on my on sometimes crying other times with silence, it just depends.
No one is able to help my problems even though tell try, sometime it just hurts too much to put out there and let my feelings out, even though they're people I know.
It's like a sharp pain that won't go away, sometimes the feeling is too hurtful to forget or too deep to heal.
I think about all the things I've been through that sometimes it just hurts to get away from and forget the pain.
I was told that pain was a part of life and that it was also a part of love and when I think about it, it makes me hurt even more!
