I Tried*Mandz

Given all that I got
Sat here and fought
But now I walked through heavens door
Now I'm an angel that gets to soar

But please remember the real me
The one who was open and free
Being everything I could
Doing what I should

Smiling and laughing everyday
Always having something to say
This world that I use to love
I now get to watch from above

I was suppose to follow my dreams
But what I did I didn't mean
I was suppose to live and not be buried
Have a couple kids and get married

Do stupid things with my best friend
Live everyday beginning to end.
This isn't what I anticipated
Won't be doubted if I'm hated

Me and Aly best friends for life
But look what I did with a stupid knife
Adam and I live and love
Having memories to write of

But I was selfish I was mean
But please remember me
I love to laugh I loved to live
But this is not what I wanted to give