Gone

This is to my "mother" if u can even call her that. I'm sorry if u don't like it and if u don't consider it a poem but a poem is supposed to express how u feel, and this is how i feel about her.

She's gone and i couldn't stop her
I want to say that she can't leave.
She can't leave me here to grieve.
She left and i barely knew her.
What am i saying i didn't know her at all.
She was supposed to be my mother.
But instead all she did was hurt,
hurt me over and over again.
She disappeared and never came back,
She never came back for her so-called daughter.
She never said, "i love you so much"
She never said she cared.
She never even said, "goodbye"
She never even wrote a note.
But now shes gone and theres nothing i can do.
I am some how happy.
But still so sad.
She left me here alone and crying.
She left me to work out the problems.
She said that she got rid of me 'cuz she cared!
But she didn't even care enough to write so much as a note.
But now shes gone and i don't care.