How am I feeling

How am I feeling?
It can't be explained
You just left on a plane
Never thought I could have so much pain
I looked at my phone each day
Did you pick up your phone that way ?
To see if I called today
It's not just one thing you do
The way you look at me
The way you love me so true
The way you did pursue
Makes me so into you
Can't think of any place I would rather be
Than in your heart and mind
It has taken me so much time
For me to find the love of my life
Is all your love this true?
If you can't be with me
What would you do?
Would you let me go
With your honest voice?
The pain will go away
Just don't make
The wrong choice
Choose from your heart
Not from everyone's thought
I loved you from the start
Will never judge you
Or tear this apart
My love for you will
Always be the same
Each and every day
Just like yesterday