I don't know why
I've started ignoring you.
I don't understand
Why I act with hesitation.
Suddenly, I seem to be farther away from you,
Than I have ever been before.
I know we had our ups and downs.
You breaking my heart,
Me refusing to let you mend it.
But before, everything seemed so easy
Everything seemed to be going with the flow.
I feel I've confused you.
I feel I've confused myself.
But I feel so empty
So left out.
I look down, when I see your eyes.
I'm afraid they'll see inside.
I'm afraid they'll read my mind,
And know how I really feel, about you.
I think this is the best way,
You and I not speaking anymore.
I know it seems hard,
I know it seems bad.
But it's the only way I can rid you from my dreams
I don't want to get hurt again.
I don't want to cry anymore.
I just want to forget,
And never look back again.
I'm sorry if this hurts you.
I'm sorry if it makes you mad.
I just can't stand this pain
I can't be standing in the rain
Forever.
