I don’t know how to write a happy poem.
I try so hard, just by thinking of your name.
But all that does is make me feel lonely.
I need something to stop this stupid game.
I know I seem way too sad,
Just because of some silly boy
But it's more than just him,
Life's drained out all my joy.
I think of my family and friends,
And how they both love me so much.
But I'm not too sure,
If I can let them hold all my trust.
I love all my paintings,
Stories,
Poetry,
And Fantasies.
But all that,
Seems to get me nowhere.
I need something
To get me somewhere.
Maybe I could drift away,
And find somewhere new.
Maybe if I looked into the stars,
I could take you, too.
A place where love and happiness
Is all I really need.
A place where all the loneliness
Can't do it's dirty deeds.
Maybe if I had never met you,
Or if I had never been born
Maybe then,
My heart, wouldn't be so torn.
