Emotionally Ill

I'm emotionally sick
I'm emotionally ill
All my emotions
Are suddenly still

Frozen by the image of you
Stuck in life with this pain
Thinking of your name
Just walking in the rain.

I want to reach out
And try to speak,
Catch the tears
Running down your cheek.

I know, there has to be something
To make this all right
I know, there must be something
To keep you within my sight

I know you love her,
But I just wish you knew
What she really thinks of you.

I'm here,
Standing up for you
You're there,
Ignoring every word.

I just want so badly,
For you to know
How I really feel
As the star of the show.