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by behind her tears is abroken heart Feb 24, 2007 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Everything so quiet all i hear is my heart beating silent tears rolling down my face as i wonder why this has to be me i think to myself maybe the mirror has lied i look away and step to the scale there are no numbers, just letters i try to make out what it says, f-a-t c-o-w...fat cow! it wasn't the mirror that lied even the scale says that I'm fat silent fears form in my mind Is this what everyone else sees no wonder everyone is always laughing i start to feel nauseated my breakfast comes up if i keep this up, ill soon look like them skinny and pretty, and wanted by all the guys around. soon i wont have any body fat at all and then the scale will say skinny then i will no longer cry these silent tears!