This girl was my life..my world
and i lost her all because of a stupid age difference..
why should that matter
i stayed up late last night
crying because i knew we were friends since
kindergarten and now..we aren't friends at all..
she says we might be friends in the summer
no..that wont work for me...i know its sounds bad
i know it sounds wrong.but please just know this.
you were my best friend
you were my sister
you were my light
you were helping me grow strong in god
and yet you still say I'm sorry girlie like nothing happened??
well guess again it did happen..
cause i dreamed of us growing up together
our kids
our husbands..
us just learning to help each other love one another more
like the kind in the movies only better
they say best friends leave to grow sisters
but i don't want that..i want a sister more than ever
one to tell everything to
one to say hey sis i love you even
if we aren't really sisters
we would just be best friends forever
forever
and ever
and ever...
but no...
we had to ruin it..
over this stupid stupid age thing..
i don't get it..
i stay up late..
cry and cry
again
and yet..you still say no you depress me
well you know what this depresses me..
and i cant take it..
SO goodbye forever..and ever
you just ruined something great
my friend...
but yet you don't care
you don't give a crap
that i tried helping prevent it
but you still wanna go to youth convention with me..
i see well that's just not gonna work..
i cry all the time..i know i lost you girlie..i know i did what could i have done to help stop this from happening..nothing i suppose..
well i have a best friend Cristina and she is my light..now...and we are the same age SO we can grow old together forever and ever our husbands our kids
college and all that learn to drink and get tipsy together and learn what love means and how you love someone without hurting them..
SO i guess its over..goodbye I'm done being depressed.!
