Forever? Never?

Forever and Always was what it was. The things we used to say. Just the thought of not having you is like a simple phase. knowing that i blew it, i don't have another chance, is hard and hurts at times but i know it's for the better. you were always there for me and now you're nothing but a memory. why? Why i ask did it have to be this way? Will things ever be the same, can this turn my life around? Is this really for the better or maybe i need just one more round. You are one that i will always wish the best for. The one i will always think about. I only wish i could have you back. i only wish i knew how. i think that me and you, we were something to prepare, prepare us for whats coming, just something that was there. It never meant a thing it was never worth my time. But if you weren't worth it then why do i feel i have to say just these simple words i never said. I love you to the end.

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This poem means a lot to me becuz this recently happened to me. I lost a friend i will always love and i never really had a chance to tell her what she meant to me so if your reading this Aub, I love you to the end!