Only Moments, Just Moments

I am
far away from life and love and hope
I am
surround in darkness
and it is darkness I shall become.
My face...is all wet.
and even as the hours...they pass...
I can't seem to keep it dry.

I walk in emptiness
trying to fall asleep in my mind
barely caring...barely breathing...
my day was...so rough...
when I break- how to be strong
is there anywhere...I belong...

this everlasting burning
a tormented
longing
that never ceased to beat in my heart
my eyes...
like a sad song
sad songs
sad songs
sad...
I live in all sad songs

like the sound of fluttering wings
fleetings moments
only moments, just moments
are all I have
and then- Gone
you are gone again
your eyes closed forever.

So I weep.
All I can do is weep.
So I sleep.
All I wish is for sleep
So I don't feel so alive.

and a touch
sometimes a touch
only..a touch
a tear, a cold scrape
a shiver
and then- Gone
lingering
like the dying sound of piano key
and then a tear.
because they...
they are...
only moments, just moments.