CRY

Here i am all alone
i start to cry
its like I've been torturing myself
i can't cry
i won't cry
thinking of life
and how i hate it so
i pick up a razor
bare my wrist
and watch blood pour out
i could run to you
tell you all my secrets
i thought you truly cared
but now i force myself
i can't cry,
i won't cry
not one single tear will i shed for you
not one of your words will make me blue
I'll block you out
i can't cry
i won't cry
you hold me in your arms
everything seems right
but I'm out of place
i know it and so do you
it just hurts to face the truth
that i was a mistake
and still am
i can't cry, i won't cry
holding in all the pain
cutting is like a drug
its so addictive
i cut a vein
i scream,
i can't cry
i won't cry
your face is stuck in my head
things are turning darker
soon i won't be a trouble
no longer will you hear me say
"i can't cry, i won't cry"
but instead you'll hear..
"good by my love goodbye"
and in my much needed sleep
i begin to cry