Falling apart

I don't know where i belong
I don't know if I'm loved at all
I don't know if i should die

I can't see where i belong
i can't see if I'm loved or not
i can't see myself dieing

i don't cut to get attention
i cut because i want to die
i haven't cut in months though
i can't cut... i promised i wouldn't

I'm falling apart
I'm about to cut
I'm about to die
and I'm about to find out if i belong
or even if I'm loved