I know this isn't me

by Xx Eternal Fantasy xX   Feb 25, 2007


As I walk to the table
My legs tremble, but I stay stable
I have 2 keep the promise
But I don't think I can do this

Sitting down watching every1 around
All I wanna do is stand and turn around
But I remember the promise I made
So I just start 2 eat the dinner mommy made

All I can think in my head
Is that I'm eating, and I no 2 What dis will lead
I can feel the fat storing
The feeling is very disturbing

I try to keep it all in
But I feel something deep within
Then its as if some1 takes over
Walking me right 2 the bathroom door

I throw up everything I ate
I know I made a big mistake
Breaking a promise every1 thought I kept
Never broken a promise b4, all promises by me were kept

Something made me do it
Something deep within
Told me thats the way things Should be
But I failed 2 keep a promise, I no this isn't me

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  • 17 years ago

    by Vanessa

    Wow...... That was amazing, so sad, yet well written. I don't have an ed but I felt like I could feel what you felt, though your words. This is the best one of your poemsI have ever read. keep up the good work.

  • 17 years ago

    by The Lonely Rose

    This poem is good again but i think tht u should write everything out like 2 is to or dis is this....i think it would b better..

  • 17 years ago

    by dollwithafrown

    I tried to overlook the fact that you used number to express words. Things like that should be kept for IMs, not for poetry. In fact, this was a good poem, however sad it may be.

    Oh and in the last sentence, it should be 'know', not 'no'.

  • 17 years ago

    by David

    Remember to edit this and take out the 2 and put in to. don't cut corners.

    the story you told here was amazing. well done. keep writing.

    5/5 your friend, David

  • 17 years ago

    by Kaila

    This is really sad bulimia is a very scary thing maybe consider a treatment or therapy I loved this poem though I felt dissapointed when it ended

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